Tuesday, August 18, 2009

first love never dies?

it's been three years since we last heard from each other.three years since we left off where we started. three years of silence.

from that year on, i have remained single. not that i have not moved on. not that it brought me traumas. it's just that no one has come my way to help me forget what it was to be in pain from falling out of love and help me keep believing that love is still coming my way.

i am now OK. God knows I am very much OK. but why is it that as soon as I see his being visible again, I feel my heart throbbing with such friction? i know it's not the feeling i used to feel from him but it's the thought of knowing how it's like to hear from each other again from a broken relationship that had no closure.

while i have not found yet the one for me, i know he still has a place in my heart...BUT ours has long been gone and over. he must have been happily married now.

no...this is not first love that never dies.
"Just when you think things are not on your side, conquer them all with LOVE. Only in an open heart and mind where you may remain stand still as a UNIQUE individual."