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Monday, March 23, 2009
solitude..
what more in this solitary moments?
i have never felt this so alone all my life. it's summer in the air, a season i know meant to be enjoyed yet what i only hear around me are the chirping of birds from out of my window and the little clanging of things within the house. finding myself sometimes staring blankly at the cloudless sky out in the terrace or watching at those little birds flying from one tree to another. maybe wishing that one of them could stop to notice that i exist.
since my parents decided to move to another city much closer to our relatives, i feel like i have always been alone all along. i miss the noise of old folks even when they two go shouting at each other much often since my father has been having a hearing problem at age of mid60's.
there were times when i thought of leaving too but i have to wait for all the goals and dreams that i hope to pursue. and i remain hopeful and pray that out of this solitude , i will have enough composure to go all along.
i have never felt this so alone all my life. it's summer in the air, a season i know meant to be enjoyed yet what i only hear around me are the chirping of birds from out of my window and the little clanging of things within the house. finding myself sometimes staring blankly at the cloudless sky out in the terrace or watching at those little birds flying from one tree to another. maybe wishing that one of them could stop to notice that i exist.
since my parents decided to move to another city much closer to our relatives, i feel like i have always been alone all along. i miss the noise of old folks even when they two go shouting at each other much often since my father has been having a hearing problem at age of mid60's.
there were times when i thought of leaving too but i have to wait for all the goals and dreams that i hope to pursue. and i remain hopeful and pray that out of this solitude , i will have enough composure to go all along.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
bad mood
kelan lang i posted how i just love saturdays. kainis naman, nawala ako sa pattern ngayon. kung kelan sabado saka naman ako bad mood. ang hirap pa nito, wala akong kalaban kundi sarili ko. ano ba 'to Lord! para naman akong nagme-menopausal nito, eh ke bata-bata ko pa naman!naks! awat na!
hayssss!sa inis ko, di ko napigilan maluha. itulog ko nalang muna 'to. magiging OK na rin ako mamaya. i will be alright.
..part of life.
hayssss!sa inis ko, di ko napigilan maluha. itulog ko nalang muna 'to. magiging OK na rin ako mamaya. i will be alright.
..part of life.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
three stages of life
1. Teens- you have all the time and energy but no money.
2. workers- you have the money and energy but no time.
3. Oldies- you have all the time and money but no more energy.
yayyy!very true!:D
2. workers- you have the money and energy but no time.
3. Oldies- you have all the time and money but no more energy.
yayyy!very true!:D
Saturday, March 14, 2009
i love you Sabado...
Favorite ko po talaga ang Sabado. Aside from the fact that it's an off from work and from class, I get to slow down from my daily routine on the weekend. Mas nakikita ko as clear as crystal ball yung mga bagay na di ko napapansin sa tuwing nagmamadali ako on my way to work.
Saturday is my moment with my self, in other words. My moment to stop and hear the silence within me. Syempre love ko rin ang Sunday kasi kapag nagkakatalk kami ni Lord sa church, buo na ang entire week ko. Ang Sabado naman ay isang sandali when I get to stop and notice the day from the time the sun begins to shine in the morning until it sets in the afternoon. Para bang, ang sarap namnamin ang bawat langhap ko ng hangin kahit mautot pa ako!(ayy!tsuripooh!ambantot kaya nun!?)..hehe!
happy blogging!Thank you Lord!:)
Saturday is my moment with my self, in other words. My moment to stop and hear the silence within me. Syempre love ko rin ang Sunday kasi kapag nagkakatalk kami ni Lord sa church, buo na ang entire week ko. Ang Sabado naman ay isang sandali when I get to stop and notice the day from the time the sun begins to shine in the morning until it sets in the afternoon. Para bang, ang sarap namnamin ang bawat langhap ko ng hangin kahit mautot pa ako!(ayy!tsuripooh!ambantot kaya nun!?)..hehe!
happy blogging!Thank you Lord!:)
Thursday, March 12, 2009
adik..
napansin ko lang lately, nagiging adik na po ako. hindi sa bawal na gamot(na composed ni Willy Garte) pero sa mga pinaggagawa ko. isa na dito ang pagba-BLOG.
this is what i hate about myself. i get to feel things in my nerves right away and i lose control.
bukas magbabagong-buhay na ako. bukas pa at di muna ngayon(hehe!) ini-enjoy ko muna pagiging adik ko sa mga bagay-bagay.
tomorrow i promise, i will be in control. at matutulog na ng maaga sa halip na namnamin ang insomnia sa harap ng computer.
this is what i hate about myself. i get to feel things in my nerves right away and i lose control.
bukas magbabagong-buhay na ako. bukas pa at di muna ngayon(hehe!) ini-enjoy ko muna pagiging adik ko sa mga bagay-bagay.
tomorrow i promise, i will be in control. at matutulog na ng maaga sa halip na namnamin ang insomnia sa harap ng computer.
Monday, March 9, 2009
asking the difference..
"Te, unsay kalainan sa true love ug commitment?"
(What is the difference bet. true love and commitment?".
(What is the difference bet. true love and commitment?".
This is the question that my cousin already in his teenage years asked straight on me. At ako po'y napanganga ng sandali. Somehow I was glad he asked my opinion but then how i wished I have answered his curiosity. In the back of my mind, that question is actually not really hard to fathom but then I wished I had given him the right explanation.
Eh, bobo po kasi ako sa mga relationships. So, naisip ko, how can i give something i don't actually have. I mean, the ideas..the right opinion. I was not able to deal at least quite perfectly my past relationships. Napaisip tuloy ako kung may relevance ba ang tanong ni pinsan sa aking buhay.
I wonder if those past relationships were only true love but we refused to commit or just a commitment however still we cannot consider as true love.
Hayyysss buhayyss!haha!:D
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
are we already being punished?
with all these global crisis that we're going through right now, i wonder if this has brought us a great implication about life. if we look at things that are going on around us like crimes, violence, corruption, abuse of authority and moral degeneration, all done by man.
naisip kolang. di kaya pinarusahan na tayo ni Lord sa dami na ng kasalanan ng tao sa mundo? na baka masyado na tayong naging hangal sa lahat ng bagay sa lupa na wala na tayong panahon sa kanya. hindi naman sa pinangungunahan ko si Lord. pero sa nakikita ko, kahit akong tao di na ako natutuwa sa mga ginagawa ng tao sa mundo.
we are never satisfied and we always clamor for more. minsan nga di na natin naa-appreciate yung mga maliliit na bagay at nakakalimutan na natin magpasalamat kung anong meron tayo. na mas importante ang pera, trabaho, luho, katanyagan. na sobra na and it's time to wake up.
are we already being punished? well, just a thought.
naisip kolang. di kaya pinarusahan na tayo ni Lord sa dami na ng kasalanan ng tao sa mundo? na baka masyado na tayong naging hangal sa lahat ng bagay sa lupa na wala na tayong panahon sa kanya. hindi naman sa pinangungunahan ko si Lord. pero sa nakikita ko, kahit akong tao di na ako natutuwa sa mga ginagawa ng tao sa mundo.
we are never satisfied and we always clamor for more. minsan nga di na natin naa-appreciate yung mga maliliit na bagay at nakakalimutan na natin magpasalamat kung anong meron tayo. na mas importante ang pera, trabaho, luho, katanyagan. na sobra na and it's time to wake up.
are we already being punished? well, just a thought.
Monday, March 2, 2009
my heart needs rest..
naloka ako nung valentine's day, ang daming unidentified numbers ang pumasok sa inbox ko. yun pala, makikipagtextmate. alam ko isa lang suspek ko paano nila nakuha number ko. ang loka-loka kong friend na gusto akong ipamigay kung kani-kanino. 'pag nagkita kami nun babatokan ko yun!:D
nga pala, bakit ngayon kolang nashare eto eh ang tagal na lumipas ang feb14. kasi naman, may isang natitirang consistent texter na hanggang ngayon eh di ko man lang nareplayan. one time, nagulat ako, at talagang tumawag na sya. at first inenjoy kolang pakinggan tumunog ring tone ko. medyo matagal ko narin etong di narinig nag-ring.haha!hanggat naputol yung pag-ri-ring kasi di ko talaga sinagot ang call. after awhile, aba tumawag uli, ewan ko at bigla kong pinutol yung call. agad syang nagtxt at sinabing,"ba't mo pinutol?." dyasking caller yun at nakonsensya tuloy ako.
kung sina man sya, sensya na at di muna ako papasok sa mga bagay na 'yan kasi bata pa po ako!haha!feeling kolang!
i honestly came into a point in my life when i need to stop thinking of it to come my way. for all the things that i went through out of it, pahinga muna puso ko. naks!
but one day, i will.
nga pala, bakit ngayon kolang nashare eto eh ang tagal na lumipas ang feb14. kasi naman, may isang natitirang consistent texter na hanggang ngayon eh di ko man lang nareplayan. one time, nagulat ako, at talagang tumawag na sya. at first inenjoy kolang pakinggan tumunog ring tone ko. medyo matagal ko narin etong di narinig nag-ring.haha!hanggat naputol yung pag-ri-ring kasi di ko talaga sinagot ang call. after awhile, aba tumawag uli, ewan ko at bigla kong pinutol yung call. agad syang nagtxt at sinabing,"ba't mo pinutol?." dyasking caller yun at nakonsensya tuloy ako.
kung sina man sya, sensya na at di muna ako papasok sa mga bagay na 'yan kasi bata pa po ako!haha!feeling kolang!
i honestly came into a point in my life when i need to stop thinking of it to come my way. for all the things that i went through out of it, pahinga muna puso ko. naks!
but one day, i will.
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