At times I felt dumbfounded when some people when would look at me with such disbelief that I have remained single at age of 33. Some say it's a choice, some say i just have to wait for the right time while i say, i chose to search but nothing prospered until i get tired...i stopped searching. in my mind, "i've done my part..now i guess it's time to just let things happen if i am really meant to marry".at once i thought i wasn't just lucky in love...i guess there are just people like me who aren't just lucky to have found the one. but then on the later part i came to realize that having a partner is not really the 'be- all or the end-all " of this thing called life.
i now find the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, gather my courage to change just the things that i can as human and continue to pray for God's wisdom so I can see the difference..as what a famous prayer goes.
i am now happy as i trudge onward to the road less traveled. and whether i'll find the one in the near future or not at all- - the good thing about it is knowing i always have God with me to guide me to a life that is temporal and to a life that is everlasting.
happy valentine's day!:)
