Friday, January 30, 2009

biological

talked to my sis working and living abroad 3omins. ago over ym. i didn't grow up close to her actually. maybe because she would often talk in provocative way that simply echoes right down to my sensitivity. but in fairness to her, she has a generous heart other than her being more financially stable than the rest of us. we were not brought up mushy to each other as sisters and so i understand that we didn't have that biological ties or closeness like other siblings. anyway, our conversation went this way:

me: musta?(how are you?)
sis: unsa man? (what?)
me:ngumusta lang gud (just wanna know how are you)
sis: molakaw sa ko (i have to go )
me: ok
sis: chat lang ta sunod (chat to you nxt time)
sis: bye, regards to all.
(and then i chose not to reply..bad trip!)i went offline.

ang sweet namin ano? haha!sometimes i wonder, maybe if we're just neighbors, we could be even very good friends. :D

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Sounds a little rough. If it's that important for you, you should keep trying. If your relationship was always distant, it will take some time. Good Luck

Shawie said...

that's too bad:( maybe the story goes a long way and even deeper, just keep on trying, gurl...

es said...

if sis sounds this way in a conversation, it's either she's having mood swings or busy with other matters. but am already used to it. the only good thing is that no matter how sour she is at times, i have learned to compromise and not think about it at all. not noteworthy to note. whether i'd make move to bridge the gap, still she'd make the distance.sisters should be close to my ideals, but that's not how it is for both of us. i've already accepted that fact..i guess.

"Just when you think things are not on your side, conquer them all with LOVE. Only in an open heart and mind where you may remain stand still as a UNIQUE individual."