change

"Each new season grows from the leftovers of the past.
That is the essence of change, and change is the essence of life."

Nuon takot ako sa mga pagbabago. I hate goodbyes to memories and people. But then later, as i grow to be even more mature, my views change. I've had few realizations that you can only embrace things with a smile if you're ready to accept change. I can say, that I've learned a lot from people. When I read shawie's article about good-byes, I remember how bitter I was before to this thing. But we can never charter the course of our life the way we want it. It hurts me so when there are a few of people closed to me before who have now transformed into a lot like "strangers". It feels odd. Kung gaano kami kalapit nuon, ganun din kami kalayo ngayon. Just when I thought, new technology will help us stay in touch, things happen the other way around. However, I tried to assess their case and learn to understand. That because I have no choice after all.

Now, I can say that somehow it pays to embrace change. Because I know, there is more to life. Hindi na ako takot ngayon sa mga pagbabago sa paligid ko. I have learned.

And I will continue to learn.

the interview..

i love this interview...

I am sharing this video also in the observance of
Ash Wednesday.

***source from theinterviewwithgod.com .

lakbay lang..

naranasan nyo na bang pumindot lang ng letra sa harap ng computer ngunit di alam kung saan tungo ng utak?ako uu...sa tanang buhay ko, ngayon lang. ngayon lang na blangko kukuti ko. dito mismo. eto mismo.

di rin naman ito epekto ng init ng panahon na sinuong ko kanina. nagkakalyo nga lang paa ko. ang sakit. ang sakit ng mga paa ko. sa haba ng nilakad ko, naisip ko rin sana nag door-to-door delivery nalang ako ng kung anu-ano..tulad ng kaldero, tupperware o di kaya'y dyaryo, bakal, garapa.:D eh di sana nagkapera pa ako ng lagay na 'yon!hehe!

buti nalang di ako naka-heel. hayy buhayy nga naman...exciting parin!:)

ngayon may bago na akong motto: "sige, lakbay lang!".
aba!parang dept. of tourism!:D

memo from God

Got this from my mail box and i only wish to share...

TO: YOU
DATE: TODAY
FROM: THE BOSS
SUBJECT: YOURSELF
REFERENCE: LIFE

I am God. Today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help.

If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. It will be addressed in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold on to it.

If you find yourself stuck in traffic; don’t despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.

Should you have a bad day at work: think of the man who has been out of work for years.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; think of the person who has never known what its like to love and be loved in return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.

Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance: think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who didn’t live long enough to get the opportunity.

love ya award for friendly bloggers

Thanks to doi for this award. my first time here to receive an award from a fellow blogger. And since it's love month, it is very fitting to note that this award is our way of expressing our love and gratitude for good friends in blogosphere...

Our hope is that when the ribbons of these prizes are cut, even more friendships are propagated. Please give more attention to these writers! Deliver this award to eight bloggers who can choose eight more and include this text into the body of their award.

I am an amateur to this site and I could not point yet eight bloggers to toss this award. But I know one fellow whose site also inspires. She has been very warm since I started here and so am tossing this on to..

Shawie

I hope you'll like it gurl!:)

i love pinay version "betty la fea" BEFORE BUT NOT AFTER..

Bakit ang mga teleserye ng ating kapamilya sa umpisa lang maganda? Pero sa kalaunan, nag-iiba ang istorya, nag-iiba ang templa at nawawalan ng thrill. Para bang the viewers were already made nuts in the end! I admit to really love, not just like, but love watching the pinay version of Betty la fea. I am not the fanatic type but i know what a good story is of course! At first I love watching this series. BUT NOW NO MORE!! May mga pumapasok na new characters at nawawala na ang favorite setting ko "dati" na ang Ecomoda. Oh!ngayon andyan si echo sa kwento, baka naman next month, si Papa Piolo na naman?!hayyysss!parang wala nang relevance sa original na buhay ni Betty. Namann!! Writers of Kapamilya, matatalino naman kahit papano mga viewers natin, pakiayos naman ang kwento ni Betty!

Eto naman ay obserbasyon kolang bilang tagapanuod. Kahit papano, sayang din yung thrill na naumpisahan ko nang panuorin. ^O^

a note to remember

Dear diary,

I am falling in love with a stranger. Can this be real? But why am I happy each time we exchange text messages? God, am afraid. .never thought I would feel this way for someone I haven't seen personally. I tried to deny it but I only missed his calls whenever I ignored him. If this is for real, please don't take away the kind of happiness that I know.

I admit to have done such note about four years had passed. And it makes me smile when I would look back and think of it. That short love story, however, isn't for real because it didn't last.

Sometimes, things are not just meant to be.

a rainy valentine..

it's been raining here for a number of days..minsan nakakatamad bumangon kapag eto ang nakikita mo sa mga ulap.
but still i wish to celebrate Valentine's day here whatever the weather may be. and so here's my heart-shaped leaf sending my wishes to everyone.

have a happy heart's day to all!

recycled poem

how would you feel if your ex would give the love poem he did for you to his new girl?hahayyy!na-windang ang beauty ko sandali when i found out that my ex bf dedicate the poem he composed for me to his new girl. Parang kelan lang when he offered me a love poem. Or baka naman talaga to all the girls he'd love now and before ang love poem na 'yun. hehe!sana lang nag isip sya ng bagong technique ano?but honestly, when i read it through a networking site, brought me back to the time when he said he made it out of being inspired by me...now, it's sad to realize that he just have it 'recycled' to give it to his new one. Napaisip tuloy ako kung sino sa'min ang naka inspire sa kanya and originally pinag-alayan nung poem.:D

well, that's life..share ko lang..but am OK.:)

quote to ponder

"The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree
but to hold hands. "
~Quoted by Alexandra Penney in Self

7 rules to be happy

1. never hate
2. don't worry
3. live simply
4. expect little
5. give a lot
6. always smile
7. have JESUS in your heart.

God bless everyone!take care...

wandering hearts..

I didn't know about dating sites. Not until I reach my my early 30's and have stayed single. My officemates introduced it to me and even have me registered into some dating sites. They were too aggressive to find mate for me the soonest. Maybe they worry about me reaching my 30's and yet haven't found my partner still. And since there's no harm in trying, I ventured into it though I find it awkward and not a perfect area to search for my man. With my picture attached on my profile and a few line to describe myself, it seems to me that there is clarity on the fact that I appeal to be selling nothing else but ME. OUch! The truth really hurts. But they say, there's nothing wrong with finding your match outside your country. Who knows where my luck may lead me!they go.

As i surfed on the other online members and went on reading with their profiles, I was kind of appalled over the thought that lines they say like," searching for the right one, brokenhearted guy, looking for someone to fix my broken heart, looking for my princess, finding for a perfect wife.etc. etc.." are lines that plainly reveal the truth that just how many wandering hearts around the globe do we have still hoping and wishing to find true love. I will not count my self of course as an exemption to that. However, I just couldn't help from thinking that yes, sometimes they can be for real but sometimes too they are just wanting more from what they already have.

One with nature

I went on a nature tripping last week. And here's just a sample of one of the most solemn places that I know within the city. Here you get to have a good walk, good relaxation, fresh air and a great venue for reflection. This is taken at the Shrine Hills where fronting this wide area is situated a little church of Sto. Nino. I felt so relaxed after I heard mass too.

cold front feb

It's February first, the weather was fine this morning and i saw the sun shone so bright perfect for my plan to wash clothes. But just when I was already done doing the laundry, I figured gray clouds covering the sky. Wow!nananadya yata ang panahon..think it was false alarm this morning when I saw the sun in such a glow. Don't know what's wrong with the weather. Perhaps this is what weather forecast called as 'cold front'. Buti nalang I already heard mass yesterday though I wasn't really anticipating that the weather won't be OK today.

And now, here I am, cuddling my pillow tight already feeling chilly while little drops of rain keep falling from out of my window. Weee!sarap matulog 'pag ganito ang weather!:D

..at ang sarap humigop ng mainit na 'lucky meh!'hehe!

have a blessed Sunday everyone!